Hello, phoenix soul.
I'm so glad you're here.


I'm Amanda Fall: creator, editor, & publisher of The Phoenix Soul.

I am a gatherer of good.
Sacred-seeker.
Joy-finder.
Heart-on-her-sleever.

Phoenix, I used to smother my light. I hated what made me different, thinking I was born to fit in. I resisted and refused all that made me who I am (quietness, introversion, creativity, and more). But now I understand that the world needs our uniqueness. And the vulnerability we are taught to hide? It's actually our strength. When we dare to rise, to embrace the luscious complexity of our unique truth--the divine spark of us, radiating from our core--we free our unapologetic fire, our true beauty, our messy grace. Our phoenix souls

Now I'm on a mission to unite us: rebel hearts. Misfit dreamers. Wild phoenix souls.

When we are brave enough to honor our {true} selves . . .
we can heal ourselves, and heal the world.

I yearn to remind you, phoenix, that you are never alone. To give you (and me) a sanctuary where we are seen, heard, respected, and honored exactly as we are. To support and sustain your true self. To choose, again and again, our daily rebirth--a breath-by-breath insistence on living with intention, meaning, depth, purpose, passion, and holy conviction . . . in all our aching, healing, howling, singing beauty. We are soul-family. We are forever flock. We are phoenix.

Bear witness to your life’s abiding truth: the holy heart of you, buried beneath the ache and shuffle of daily dust. Wash yourself in the river of witness, my love, singing your being into the open. Hide no more your hurt, your healings-to-be . . .
— Amanda Fall, Witness (issue 38)
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The Phoenix Soul is my long-held dream come to life. I pour my heart and soul into these pages, tip-tapping away at my keyboard at my standing desk (otherwise known as the top of my dresser) while my newly-toddler kiddo, Maverick, plays by my feet (I have a real desk, but let's be real--since Mav's birth I've gotten very accomplished at working whenever and wherever I can!). 

When I'm not writing, editing, emailing contributors, proofing, networking, creating our mixed media backgrounds, blogging, or marketing (deep breath), I adore paint-splattering my hands in art journal play and found poetry creation. I love going for walks with my "boys" (Mav and my best-friend-husband, Jason), kayaking, and dreaming of getting back out on the motorcycle (two-up--I'm too busy taking in the scenery to be in charge). My heart also pitter-pats for time reading under a canopy of green (or in the semi-dark with my Paperwhite, waiting for the rest of the house to wake), seeking stones and feathers by our local creek, or scouring thrift stores for forgotten treasures.

Amanda is the real thing! Love that girl and what she brings into the world!
— Kim Mailhot
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I believe:

  • your messy, complicated, richly layered life is beautiful . . . just as it is
  • your story matters . . . the one only you were born to tell
  • our everyday world shimmers with magic and mystery (if only we look)
  • beauty and blessing wait in the holy here and now
  • we can cultivate hope and healing, even/especially among our bumps and bruises
  • the divine (Spirit, the Cosmic Glue, the Mystery, Love, God) speaks in exactly the language we need (no matter how unexpected), & embracing our own unique dance with doubt/faith is essential
  • you + me + we are stronger together than we could ever be apart
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As a painfully shy little girl, I found solace in the world of words and companions in trees taller than myself. My mother (and then-homeschool teacher) taught me every moment is worth living, and that our whole worlds sparkle if we just begin to look. Although I have struggled with deep sadness, social anxiety, and high sensitivity, I am teary-eyed grateful to be HERE, now, discovering hope and healing in the everyday presence of the divine.

Finally I am able to embrace where and who I am: shy, sensitive, quiet, blue-sky dreamer. Writer, artist, editor, listener, wanderer, truth-speaker, Spirit-seeker. I am wife, daughter, sister. This gentle point of view enables me to see the world through a filter of grace. The Phoenix Soul is my heart on the page, bringing you + me together across the miles, where we can find strength in community, inspiring and uplifting one another. This world is messy, real, divinely blessed, joyful, and perfectly imperfect.

  I love to scrawl handwritten notes in our pages. Yes, we're digital, but these pages are real . . . my heart to yours, my whisper in your ear. Gentle reminders (yes, I need to hear them, too). Grace-notes. We are companions in the wandering way. Here in The Phoenix Soul, we seek magic and mystery in our mundane. We gather tiny moments like miracles, rooted firmly in the holy here. We live with unapologetic stars in our eyes. We embrace our vulnerability as strength. We believe beauty waits right in the middle of our mess. Here. Now.

I love to scrawl handwritten notes in our pages. Yes, we're digital, but these pages are real . . . my heart to yours, my whisper in your ear. Gentle reminders (yes, I need to hear them, too). Grace-notes. We are companions in the wandering way. Here in The Phoenix Soul, we seek magic and mystery in our mundane. We gather tiny moments like miracles, rooted firmly in the holy here. We live with unapologetic stars in our eyes. We embrace our vulnerability as strength. We believe beauty waits right in the middle of our mess. Here. Now.


erica simpson, radiant curator of {e} everyday day art, interviewed me and stirred up some wild grace. Here's an excerpt:


Oh, beloved,
we honor you & your tender truth.

For the new year, I treated myself to a subscription of Amanda Fall’s gorgeous and soulful online magazine The Phoenix Soul. @thephoenixsoul is FULL of inspiration, poetry, and natural wisdom. I’m so glad I treated myself.
— @kathleenanne__ on Instagram